It didn’t really “scare” me, I kinda assumed it was because of the bc, I’m just more worried that this was gonna be a long term thing, and I was worried about getting anemic, because I have had a problem in the past with that. Plus I was feeling sick all day, so that worried me a little too.
I KNOWW. Not really, he’s chill, but his lake house is like, SUPER nice from what I’ve heard
his parents are loaded and so is he. so I can understand why he wouldn’t want a bunch of us partying it up while he’s working lol.
So now we just pretty much need to figure out which park area to go to. Dreher Island is an hour away, Lake Murray park is 20 minutes, Dreher is bigger I think, but the state park one has a beachy area, it just doesn’t allow alcohol, but there are ways around that. Can’t wait to see you Fridayyyy!!!
So I found a public beach/swimmy area on Lake Murray….but it doesn’t allow alcohol, which could be problematic. DON’T JUDGE ME IT’S MY BIRTHDAY.
If only my friend would let me use his lake house. Ohhhhhh wellllllllll.
Not all who wander are lost
but I definitely am
grawr. so last night, me and the boy went to the movies, and after he dropped me off he texted me and said something about coming over today, but we haven’t talked at all today so idk if he still is and now it’s 10 and idk if i should even ask him and see because i’m sleepy.
but damnit i wanna make out.
i mean what?
It’s one of “those” days. I’ve already run to the bathroom like, 5 times at least and I’ve been up for an hour and a half. And I have an 8 hour shift at work today, and I’m still slightly pissed at my boss for what happened yesterday. So, today should be fun.
So I woke up in the middle of the night crying and I don’t know why….? I never do that.
I wish I was as cold hearted as everyone seems to think I am. Then I wouldn’t feel crushed by the dumbest things.
24 hours later, and I’m still finding it hard to believe that Leffler is gone. I keep seeing the headlines, articles, tweets, facebook posts, but it still doesn’t even seem possible that he could have been killed. And it still doesn’t seem fair.
I’m actually relieved that I don’t have to go to the movies tonight. I’m so exhausted, I just can’t do it. The day after an infusion really sucks sometimes.
I hate being invited out an then not being told the actual plans. Whatever, I’m just gonna go home and cook dinner. Part of me doesn’t even want to go out tonight. I’ve had such a shitty day.